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Having a BIG QUESTION MARK...

Its bad to have 0 interest in (almost) everything.
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What should I do ?
Its hard to live under someone's expectation.

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Is there something that's interesting...
And I can survive just with my imagination ?
I mean, other than design courses.
Patissier,
I can design and make delicious cakes.
Decorate them with my imagination.
They are interesting...
And most importantly...
The feeling after you've successfully finished a cake.
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but...
sigh...........